
I should have started this blog while I was on maternity, but babies kind of dictate what you do and don't get done. While I was home with Reece, my long list of things I wanted to get done before coming back to work was completely thrown out the door. I found that I'd rather hold her and wait for the moment that she opened her eyes, than clean the floors for the hundredth time! I'd rather watch her sleep than sleep myself..although I did end up napping with her the past few weeks. There was so much that I knew that I would miss, I just wanted to lock the moment in my heart forever. So I can honestly say that I had a wonderful time with Reece and being back at work makes me appreciate my time with her, Ryan, & Ben more than ever!
Ben started football this past August, he's been very excited and motivated...his coaches love his team spirit and his willingness to succeed. Ben's bigger than all the other kids, so he doesn't run as fast, but he always takes the hits and never complains about the pain. As a Mom, seeing him take hits and hearing other player's Moms telling them to take down the "big kid" is pretty hurtful. Ryan & I continue to encourage him to overcome it and he's great!
Our family is remembering both 9/11 today as well as the 4th anniversary of the day that my Dad passed away. Joseph Gerke passed away 9/11/04 and took part of our hearts with him. The man that we believed would overcome the odds, didn't. He was my hero and he was my friend...and he was notorious for showing up when you needed him the most. He couldn't walk me down the aisle last year, but he was there while Duane gave me away. He didn't see Ryan & I buy our first house, but I knew the advice he'd have for me. He couldn't be at Ben's first football game, but I knew that he was the voice that kept me calm when I watched Ben get knocked down. He wasn't there the day that Reece was born, but I believe that she met him in heaven long before she came to be with us. God bless.